It's all been out in the public domain for a few weeks now that we are leaving Bethersden and High Halden in January to take up a new job as Assistant Diocesan Director of Education (Schools Organisation). Whilst feeling great excitement about the new work, both just as an interesting thing to do and as a vocation, I also felt very guilty about leaving this job so soon.
But people have been marvellously kind and supportive. One said 'remember we are all grown ups' which was good; another said 'no way should there be a burden of guilt when you follow the Lord's leading' and I've taken that to heart. I want now to do the best job I can for the Benefice; and I think I've come to recognise my ministry has been what is recognised elsewhere as 'Interim Ministry'. In fact, it was that concept that we based the Wakefield 'Turnaround Team' projects on; and it's well-supported in Canada particularly through the Alban Institute and elsewhere.
Having just found deep strength at the monthly Prayer Meeting, I sense that the leaders of the Benefice are embracing the future positively. There is much yet to take shape in terms of Deanery reorganisation for the Benefice, and my own preparation for my new role (which must begin now in part because the current post-holder will retire before I start). Borne up by prayer, I think it will all work out well...
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