It was a hard time in late Spring/early summer, when I didn't get the result I thought I ought to get. As late summer arrives, at last I gain some perspective on that. There are still unresolved edges, but the is also a recovery of priorities. Gary put me onto James Davison Hunter's book "to change the world" and it covers rewarding ground. A new sense of mystical connection also strengthens - if I can work out how to do this from the iPad I will post a Samuel Palmer to illustrate. There is also deep peace and enjoyment of the RHDR.
Back to work today - back to stress and responsibilities. Back also to vocation, privilege, and pilgrimage; the fascination of life, expressed also through children and grandchild. Feels much better!